"At my momÆs funeral the minister came up to me and said, æSheÆs in a better place.Æ I said, æDuhh!Æ That got me stuck in counseling for about two years. The remaining adults are scared about how many of us kids are deciding to off ourselves. And so we get sent to therapists, and these therapists are good, really good. For example, mine said, æYouÆve got so much to live for.Æ And she didnÆt even laugh."